It’s been 7 long years since you left this earthly place. Mom that was the worst day of my life. I shut everyone one out I didn’t know how to be myself without you. I’ve had to learn how to exist without your wisdom and your love. If I could reach heaven I would pull you back down to earth just for a little longer. They say that a parent should not out live their child and I believe that to be true because I would not want to bring the pain on you that I feel everyday since you’ve been gone. You were the one person in this world that understood me without question. You knew how to tell me things that would upset me without really upsetting me. You called me your crying girl and that still holds true today, because sitting here writing this I have tears rolling down my face. You took a piece of my heart with you to heaven and I guess your holding on to it until we are reunited once again. I think of you each and everyday and tears always fill my eyes. Tears clean your soul so they say, well mine must be see thru for all the tears that have flowed since you’ve been gone. You must have told everyone to take care of me because they’ve all tried. Mom I still miss hearing your voice and seeing your smile I will always love you. I miss you so much.
Your loving daughter
PS no one drinks coffee with me